Dead On Arrival (Part 2)
oh gosh. i'm still so infatuated by pete wentz. he's such a gorgeous fox it kills me. words cannot express how i feel for him. he so talented, i love his works. i love fall out boy.
my gosh. i sound so..weird.. and so infatuated.
i have been infatuated a nubmer of times right now. and that weird feeling after you get over him seems to haunt me for sometime. i mean, it's like, 'whoa, i liked him before?'. its friggin weird, i swear.
+ i gotta another confession to make..i'm your fool..
i really gotta stop talking about pete wentz all the time. it's starting to really get into me.
okay, so what happened in school? oh yea, i realized something. once again. hehehehe
i realized that i'm not exactly in one's group. it's pretty hard to explain. okay, let me simplify this in my mind. okay, its like..let's just say there is a couple of groups in grade 9. i dont necessarily say its cliques, but its just groups that we feel most comfortable with. i hope i'm not just saying this to compare one group after the other, and i know i shouldn't do that. oh well, i'll try my hardest not to negatize (is that a word?) anyone whatsoever. before i say anything, i just gotta say that we get along and still talk to each other like it doesn't matter. its just a part of human nature, aint it?
first group ==> the..'valley' girls. there not exactly valley-type but if you had to compare it with the other groups, they're the most 'valley-type'. there the ones where you basically call, 'pretty and flirtatious'. they really want boy's attention, and they'll talk, flirt, or whatever you call it to get it. yeah, one girl has got it, and a few close friends of mine (definitely wont give off their names) start hanging out with her because of that. thats just my theory.
second group ==> you know what?! i can't do this. it just seems to harsh.
man, this is my like..third or fourth blog i have. first is my friendster, than in journalhome (but then i totally forgot the password), one i am in the middle of canceling because it was suppose to be a shared blog with my best friend who by the way is acting really weird today. i don't really know why, but her behaviour and all is starting to change. i'll talk about that next time.
i definitely want to become more creative in writing. in pete wentz' journal, its so evident he has so much talent. so creative. so versatile.
okay here i go again.
i like the fact that i'm in good terms with everyone. or at least i think i am. hhehhehehe xP
i don't exactly belong to any of the groups mentioned earlier but at least they don't hate me. i hear from one group that they hate this one person, and another with this person.
arrgh, its pretty weird when i type it - maybe its just a thing for the mind to wonder about
**musique obsesssion**
there are so many bands out there that i would like to discover and like there musique. i definitely into fall out boy. there cd is just fantastically awesome, and you can see they have TALENT. unlike some bands out there. it made me learn to appreciate rock musique. and now i'm beginning to like indie music, awesome musique that aren't really mainstreamish.
one band whenever i say this keeps popping into my head whenever i say mainstreamish. can you say its a 'simple plan'?
there are countless of bands that i would like to discover. arrghh! if only i could borrow cds from a indie musique cd store, i would be so fudgin happy! but i know theres NONE out here...grrrrr!
what else?!
i lurvve pete wentz.
hehehee, i'll go right now.
infinite x's and o's.
angie.
my gosh. i sound so..weird.. and so infatuated.
i have been infatuated a nubmer of times right now. and that weird feeling after you get over him seems to haunt me for sometime. i mean, it's like, 'whoa, i liked him before?'. its friggin weird, i swear.
+ i gotta another confession to make..i'm your fool..
i really gotta stop talking about pete wentz all the time. it's starting to really get into me.
okay, so what happened in school? oh yea, i realized something. once again. hehehehe
i realized that i'm not exactly in one's group. it's pretty hard to explain. okay, let me simplify this in my mind. okay, its like..let's just say there is a couple of groups in grade 9. i dont necessarily say its cliques, but its just groups that we feel most comfortable with. i hope i'm not just saying this to compare one group after the other, and i know i shouldn't do that. oh well, i'll try my hardest not to negatize (is that a word?) anyone whatsoever. before i say anything, i just gotta say that we get along and still talk to each other like it doesn't matter. its just a part of human nature, aint it?
first group ==> the..'valley' girls. there not exactly valley-type but if you had to compare it with the other groups, they're the most 'valley-type'. there the ones where you basically call, 'pretty and flirtatious'. they really want boy's attention, and they'll talk, flirt, or whatever you call it to get it. yeah, one girl has got it, and a few close friends of mine (definitely wont give off their names) start hanging out with her because of that. thats just my theory.
second group ==> you know what?! i can't do this. it just seems to harsh.
man, this is my like..third or fourth blog i have. first is my friendster, than in journalhome (but then i totally forgot the password), one i am in the middle of canceling because it was suppose to be a shared blog with my best friend who by the way is acting really weird today. i don't really know why, but her behaviour and all is starting to change. i'll talk about that next time.
i definitely want to become more creative in writing. in pete wentz' journal, its so evident he has so much talent. so creative. so versatile.
okay here i go again.
i like the fact that i'm in good terms with everyone. or at least i think i am. hhehhehehe xP
i don't exactly belong to any of the groups mentioned earlier but at least they don't hate me. i hear from one group that they hate this one person, and another with this person.
arrgh, its pretty weird when i type it - maybe its just a thing for the mind to wonder about
**musique obsesssion**
there are so many bands out there that i would like to discover and like there musique. i definitely into fall out boy. there cd is just fantastically awesome, and you can see they have TALENT. unlike some bands out there. it made me learn to appreciate rock musique. and now i'm beginning to like indie music, awesome musique that aren't really mainstreamish.
one band whenever i say this keeps popping into my head whenever i say mainstreamish. can you say its a 'simple plan'?
there are countless of bands that i would like to discover. arrghh! if only i could borrow cds from a indie musique cd store, i would be so fudgin happy! but i know theres NONE out here...grrrrr!
what else?!
i lurvve pete wentz.
hehehee, i'll go right now.
infinite x's and o's.
angie.
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