Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Everything Sux..

i'm pissed.
i went to a place where i could buy cheap DVDs, and i was ecstatic learning to find that 24 season 5 is already out. when i went hme and watched it, guess what? it was only HALF of the season. it clearly said on the front 'the COMPLETE FIFTH SEASON'. WTF?
i hate this seriously. i wasted my money..ARGGHHHH!i guessi have to wait a couple of months or something til the real ENTIRE FCKING season 5 is out.
i love 24. how can die-hard fans of this awesome tv show do to deserve this?
oh wait. maybe it's because we're buying pirated ones.
it's a fake dimension where we are forced to cooperate, sacrificing our time and minds towards it. cheap entertainment which actually works. 24 is an exception (i guess). sometimes i feel smarter when watching this. but don't be fooled by it. watching tv doesn't make you any smarter - except for those documentaries, i guess.
ha! another trick! by the way, this isn't the first time we've been fooled you know? i recently bought the desperate housewives season 2, but the really last episode (season finale!) isn't there. i hate this.
i hate all of this. being sucked into a fake dimension show designed in the first place. argh! but it's all guilty pleasure, you know?
change the subject..just change the subject..
lately, i've been feeling guilty everytime i eat something. i've been doing more stretching and exercise get-ups but anything that i seem to do isn't barely enough. my stomach is still huge, while my thighs are the size of tennis rackets. it's not a pretty sight. i hate to say this, but i sometimes criticize my body shape. the stomach and thighs are the biggest problems. i hate it when some of my jeans can't fit anymore. i don't know, is it because i'm growing or because i'm just eating too much. i recently discovered that i overeat, i don't really care if my stomach wants enough food. or i don't know, maybe it's just paranoa (sorry, can't seem to spell it) or something. i seriously hate it. i don't know what to do. i'm scared of getting a food disorder or being food obsessed.

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