Not in This Life..
not in this life..i'm not going to make the same mistakes over and over again.
that means falling over the same guy that broke my heart once.
that bastard.
i can't believe i wrote an entry saying that i might like him again. it's just no good falling over him again. oh btw, he might have a future relationship with some other girl in another school. thank goodness i don't like him anymore. i really fckin hope that the other people can get the fact that i MOVED ON. completely.
kahitna. ang wala ka pa. ang dito lang ako.
OMG..these days, they leave me feeling so empty and lonely inside. it's killing me. one of the most depressing days are always mondays. today was one of them. i don't know, it was just so maniacally depressing. now i feel better i guess. due to certain extents. can't really talk right now because of ongoing responsibilities that seem so tiny and meager at the moment.
i just feel like listening to musique, escape reality, but then embrace it as well. and watch something that can leave distract me temporarily. that was one of the reasons why i wanted to leave school so
i remember feeling so empty and that the self-pity that was growing because no one really cared. anger and laughter were the substitutes.
can't really talk right now.
i'll talk tommorow.
the more you ignore me - the closer i get.
more homework.
i hate this.
plus >> i just got my period. maybe that's one of the reasons why i feel this. arggh, and half an hour ago i had these fcking crampss that annoyed the hell out of me. and then when i came home from school something (too embaressing to tell here) freaked the hell out of me. the more i think about it, the more freaked out i am. i hope it doesnt happen again.
and i'm not talking about a period leakage.
here's to a lonely, singled-out year.
im pretty certain that my other singled-out friend is going to get a boyfriend soon. and i'm going to feel so fucking left out.
the more i try to think about not having a boyfriend, the more i certain that it's going to happen more for me. it's so weird, and i really am certain that its not going to happen 0 because i'm actually thinking of having one. you get it?
angeliccaaa
that means falling over the same guy that broke my heart once.
that bastard.
i can't believe i wrote an entry saying that i might like him again. it's just no good falling over him again. oh btw, he might have a future relationship with some other girl in another school. thank goodness i don't like him anymore. i really fckin hope that the other people can get the fact that i MOVED ON. completely.
kahitna. ang wala ka pa. ang dito lang ako.
OMG..these days, they leave me feeling so empty and lonely inside. it's killing me. one of the most depressing days are always mondays. today was one of them. i don't know, it was just so maniacally depressing. now i feel better i guess. due to certain extents. can't really talk right now because of ongoing responsibilities that seem so tiny and meager at the moment.
i just feel like listening to musique, escape reality, but then embrace it as well. and watch something that can leave distract me temporarily. that was one of the reasons why i wanted to leave school so
i remember feeling so empty and that the self-pity that was growing because no one really cared. anger and laughter were the substitutes.
can't really talk right now.
i'll talk tommorow.
the more you ignore me - the closer i get.
more homework.
i hate this.
plus >> i just got my period. maybe that's one of the reasons why i feel this. arggh, and half an hour ago i had these fcking crampss that annoyed the hell out of me. and then when i came home from school something (too embaressing to tell here) freaked the hell out of me. the more i think about it, the more freaked out i am. i hope it doesnt happen again.
and i'm not talking about a period leakage.
here's to a lonely, singled-out year.
im pretty certain that my other singled-out friend is going to get a boyfriend soon. and i'm going to feel so fucking left out.
the more i try to think about not having a boyfriend, the more i certain that it's going to happen more for me. it's so weird, and i really am certain that its not going to happen 0 because i'm actually thinking of having one. you get it?
angeliccaaa
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