Nothin's Comin..
swoonss. another post from my hero forever.
or at least this day. this week. this month. this year.
i can promise you that.
or i can get bored and run off with some other inspiration.
there will be always other inspirations but not as *inspiring* as him.
yes, i can have dreams with him.
dontcha think it's weird that people say 'im only human' when they're caught doing something bad?
loads of respect goes to this guy. loadsa.
here's for the love.
danggit. absentminds take over. again. its all a huge mistake.
its like reading his thoughts make me want to come over him and hug him. tell him its alright. he'll make it through. he's a true human being. i heart true human beings.
im saying the same thing over and over again.
happy good friday. its been alright. i should have paid more attention though. seriously.
** i want a guy that doesn't want the ideal*fine-ass* body, that everyone wants**
i want a guy that can express to me his true feelings. in words.
i want a guy thats going through what i am going through. self-identity crisis.
when is he coming??
*sighs* all the airwaves are seeping in and pushing us so far away that its unbearable to hold. what shall we do? keep on floating.
keep the self-confidence and high spirits high before we touch the floor.
remember that earth is just a temporary residence. theres going to be another better place for eternity.
i only want sympathy in the form of you. crawling into bed with me.
i want pete crawling into bed with me x) yummz!
my stomach is so fudgin pudgy. u can fit all the used chewing gum here and still have space for candy corn. *sighs*
i want a guy. my hearts screaming **pete!** but my minds whispering **someone like him** BUT WHO?????????????????????????????????????????
just watched rumor has it starring jennifer aniston. its pretty good. i really thought it was a real story, but then i found out it was just a fictional story. that movie made me want to watch the graduate so very much. argh. think about it. the same guy that your grandmother, mother and yourself did it with?
now thats a sick thought.
has it ever occured to you that you want to lose all grounds of reality and be a totally different yet same person in a different position than you are right now? you want a different, more *better* you and you want the whole world to know it. but then it all goes away *for me* and i realize its better writing this blog and watching more movies and being myself >> all the things that makes me feel happy >> than doing things that make other people want to think a whole new perspective of fantasyy. sometimes its better to sing with a comb alone than to sing with a microphone uncertain, selfconscious of what u are. its going to mess up. but i give my regards to those who can be themselves onstage. kudos!
hope everything turns out fine tommorow. i can get a DVD player that works and most of all, my dad will not change any of the plans. and i hope he wont mind a friend coming along.
lessons learned (partly)
* dont ever talk to strangers. ever. even when you feel uncomfortable. after a very very traumatic experience (including almost a mere invasion of privacy) im going to spend most of *nexttimes* full of fear and pretend hatrid.
lets play pretend and to make things in life completely more easier.
trust yourself. i know i do.
xoxoxoxoxoxx
good day today.
or at least this day. this week. this month. this year.
i can promise you that.
or i can get bored and run off with some other inspiration.
there will be always other inspirations but not as *inspiring* as him.
yes, i can have dreams with him.
dontcha think it's weird that people say 'im only human' when they're caught doing something bad?
loads of respect goes to this guy. loadsa.
here's for the love.
danggit. absentminds take over. again. its all a huge mistake.
its like reading his thoughts make me want to come over him and hug him. tell him its alright. he'll make it through. he's a true human being. i heart true human beings.
im saying the same thing over and over again.
happy good friday. its been alright. i should have paid more attention though. seriously.
** i want a guy that doesn't want the ideal*fine-ass* body, that everyone wants**
i want a guy that can express to me his true feelings. in words.
i want a guy thats going through what i am going through. self-identity crisis.
when is he coming??
*sighs* all the airwaves are seeping in and pushing us so far away that its unbearable to hold. what shall we do? keep on floating.
keep the self-confidence and high spirits high before we touch the floor.
remember that earth is just a temporary residence. theres going to be another better place for eternity.
i only want sympathy in the form of you. crawling into bed with me.
i want pete crawling into bed with me x) yummz!
my stomach is so fudgin pudgy. u can fit all the used chewing gum here and still have space for candy corn. *sighs*
i want a guy. my hearts screaming **pete!** but my minds whispering **someone like him** BUT WHO?????????????????????????????????????????
just watched rumor has it starring jennifer aniston. its pretty good. i really thought it was a real story, but then i found out it was just a fictional story. that movie made me want to watch the graduate so very much. argh. think about it. the same guy that your grandmother, mother and yourself did it with?
now thats a sick thought.
has it ever occured to you that you want to lose all grounds of reality and be a totally different yet same person in a different position than you are right now? you want a different, more *better* you and you want the whole world to know it. but then it all goes away *for me* and i realize its better writing this blog and watching more movies and being myself >> all the things that makes me feel happy >> than doing things that make other people want to think a whole new perspective of fantasyy. sometimes its better to sing with a comb alone than to sing with a microphone uncertain, selfconscious of what u are. its going to mess up. but i give my regards to those who can be themselves onstage. kudos!
hope everything turns out fine tommorow. i can get a DVD player that works and most of all, my dad will not change any of the plans. and i hope he wont mind a friend coming along.
lessons learned (partly)
* dont ever talk to strangers. ever. even when you feel uncomfortable. after a very very traumatic experience (including almost a mere invasion of privacy) im going to spend most of *nexttimes* full of fear and pretend hatrid.
lets play pretend and to make things in life completely more easier.
trust yourself. i know i do.
xoxoxoxoxoxx
good day today.
posted by Jellybean at 7:01 AM
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