Lie In The Sound..

believe it or not, i'm currently in the hospital - it's like 0 degrees here, cause the AC is directing its wind here. two things come into my mind - oh and by the way, i'm here in SOS (using the computer internet free access with my bestie, she's the reason why we're here in the first place) i can't really type freely right now, i don't know, maybe it's in a public area, so yeah. one of the things is that whether the worst thing will really happent to her - she really has a bun in the oven or it's either appendix or even an urinary tract infection. i really hope it's nothing too serious x(
currently checking out the falloutboyrock.com website, again new tour updates in the black and underdog tours which really is stressing me out. i can't even go to one of their concerts. i swear, this is so frustrating and there's nearly absolutely nothing i could do about it. ARGHH!
i want to go to chicago so bad. but then, i don't want to, just not to expect the disappointments that may happen. i won't state what i mean - it's sort of embaressing saying it here. i guess i shouldn't get my hopes too up. i'm currently listening to 'music or the misery' from them. it's pretty good. no wait it's awesome. dude, i'm such a FOB nerd.addict.whatever you call it these days.
sorry i didn't put any decorative stuff in this. i just feel like putting the average arial font here.
anyways, yeah... we're just waiting..tick tock tick tock..
so much for me trying to concentrate on my studies. what i really worry most is bahasa indo, sose, and science. i don't to be such a geek and all and say what i gotta do, but yeah, i'm currently trying to plot a good way of catching up and doing the rest of the work before it's actually due. i can do with science, i guess, but sose, i'm not sure, and bahasa indo, it's all up to the teacher whether we can really work on the poster tommorow. why am i worrying about this so much?
i hope it turns out not as bad as we think with my bestie - i don't anything bad to happen.
i'm starting to read books...yeah..i am such a nerd x)
what else? love life?? currently non-existent at the moment. well, i'll go into details in the future, but not right now.
so many things to do, so little time, i swear.
i wish i could just freeze time for like an hour or something. keep myself out of the facing reality and just be with myself for like, some time. it'll be awesome if everyone could freeze except me and yeahh...like, when you're still tired after you gotta get up for school, you just freeze time and then sleep a couple more hours and then, wake up, go on as if nothing ever happened. yeahhhh...
i really need to start studying man. i don't want my grades to slip or whatever. but i still want to maintain good friendships and all that as well.
am i still moving to philo? truthfully, i really don't know yet. there's lots of things that may be good if i move there, like experiencing new things and all that, you know start brand new according to a new lief and al that. but if i move there, there would be luxuries that i won't be able to experience there again. like my family being there. i gotta live in a boarding school. hmm, what else? car?? i don't think i'm going to have a private driver like i do here... and yeah..loads of things..
let's talk about one more thing. i've been exercising more this past week and my stomach is still bulging like hell. it's really annoying. i mean seriously, it's just sooo..BULGY!
okayyyy...i want to go now.
i heart fall outboy. i heart friends.