Peace of Mind..

do you lyke her? do u lyke me? why dont you show it? dont u lyke anyone?
i wouldnt have liked you if there was someone else better x)
** argh, my mind is so confusing. i caught myself staring at you a number of times. and you know what i do? i jst say, 'fu** it'. and continue on.
but is it the right thing? am i going to get hurt again from you?
i don't know. i'll just leave it up to you.
im not making the first move again.
** if you do, why cant i let it show it at the same tyme??**
omg..this is so fcked up. fck it. let's just be friends and continue our separate ways and avoid these circles we've been going around and around, on and off again. its driving me fckin crazy.
O.M.F.G
i jst saw something that i shouldnt see. im not guilty for seeing it - i knew i would be for not seeing it. my so-called life current philosophy on this is,
'its not common for ur absolute rockstar crush to take naked pictures of himself. if he did, then get the ultimate chance to see it.'
** if ur love for him was true, you wouldnt use what you just saw in ur dirty dreams.
i feel such a teenybopper philosophical wannabe. *officially* (argggh) the worst feeling in the world. okay, enough being sad(istic)
yup, i saw the pictures. im curious. is that considered big?
**its absolutely very confusing why someone would want to take naked pictures of themselves. the first one was a shot of his very exposed hot hunkish face. the second one was his pants very low that his underwear/sexy boxers are showing. the restof the pics are his main attraction.
screw it. there are plenty of other people out there whose done much worse.
**i'll keep it in my box of dirty little secrets in my currently pretty dull but sorta grateful life**
he makes mistakes. deal wit it.
alrite, i'll stop talking now.
i'll be making a better (probably) blog entry tommorow.
toodles.
ifeel