The Mixed Tape..

*sighs*
in long: apologies. i made a great poem (sortof) telling all about the mixed feelings currently circulating around this poor girl's head.
i don't think telling anyone about this may be a good idea. it provokes action that may lead to regretful consequences later on. had been on that road various of times. don't want to take it again. that'll make me useless >>> making a mistake, realizing it, and not doing it again for the second time.
in short:
hopeless romantic.
am i in love with the feeling of being in love?
lost.confused.mixed feelings.so.overcoming.
trying to not think about him to make him think about it more. reverse psychologies.
not going on that high road again.
it seems what i have is not what i want. desperately hard to change that.
must accept the fact that we will always be divided.
must accept the fact that life here is just temporary.
music is divine. its made me closer to this person. closer than the mind would like to think. youknowhatimean?
is that a good thing or a bad thing?
i'll leave it up to him. im not doing anything.
thats final.
friends..more than friends?
im good with or without you.
haha. this feelings made me relate to more songs.
hallelujah.
love that song.