Velvet Divorce..
i have no time, so i'll make this quick.
yesterday, i created an entry but then the computer had soem technical problems and was forced to shut down without the saving of my precious entry.
so hows it been, huh? well, lately i've been currently loathing myself downwards in a pool of dark misery. self-hatrid, huh? how can someone be so selfish? - i sometimes think to myself. it's like, it's always a priority to get something that i don't have. once i have it, i'm not as thankful as i think. it pretty much sucks.
i want to do lots of shopping here. yesterday was enough, i guess, but then we went to the same mall and guess what?? i wanted MORE. more more more more more more more more.
i know i know..the family's current situation, i shouldn't ask for everything. but i just can't help it you know? its like everytime i'm in a mall, i just have to get something.
consider as a small confession (that's been lurking around in the subtle minds of everyone here) of a shopaholic. yeap, i think i'm becoming one of them.
reading really expands your mind. seriously. i feel that words are becoming more and more...welcoming inside my mind. it's just those stupid demons that keep buggin me. i should really be thankful of what i have.
arghh. i hate empty promises. i can't really explain it. but consider asking someone for something and absentmindedness makes them say yes and then later they forget all about it.
let's all make a good/bad impression. hmmm, what's running in my mind???
money isn't everything. impressions may be are. arghh. seriously, is my mind controlled by money and impressions of other people and most of all, myself. is that considered something bad and selfish or the other way around? what am i supposed to think.
i really should be thankful of what money can't buy. love - especially in my true friends and family. lately, i've been realizing slowly how important is your family. i haven't really put a finger to it, but lately, it's been coming around. and you know what? i like it.
friends and family. i hope that's all i need.
pray for the most sefless DEEDS.
i'll let you know what happens.
in the meantime, i'll keep on reading what i have (new FOB posters...quite) and wearing the clothes that i have. appreciating and realizing that money isn't everything. money isn't everything.
it's just that i want a more financial stable future for me. i don't want to worry whether i have enough for the rent or something. i want it all to be stable. and i don't want it to be all wasted away from impulses.
but compared to my friends, i think i'm one of the most thriftiest. is it because the change of our financial statuses? but compared to my family, i'm the one that spends the most.
is it okay to be a shopaholic? is it considered a bad habit???????
well, yeah if you come from a family of thriftiness and different ideas. it can make you irritable sometimes.
i always hoped for better..in futures..
purevolume at its best. i hope i can make new friends.
let's make a
yesterday, i created an entry but then the computer had soem technical problems and was forced to shut down without the saving of my precious entry.
so hows it been, huh? well, lately i've been currently loathing myself downwards in a pool of dark misery. self-hatrid, huh? how can someone be so selfish? - i sometimes think to myself. it's like, it's always a priority to get something that i don't have. once i have it, i'm not as thankful as i think. it pretty much sucks.
i want to do lots of shopping here. yesterday was enough, i guess, but then we went to the same mall and guess what?? i wanted MORE. more more more more more more more more.
i know i know..the family's current situation, i shouldn't ask for everything. but i just can't help it you know? its like everytime i'm in a mall, i just have to get something.
consider as a small confession (that's been lurking around in the subtle minds of everyone here) of a shopaholic. yeap, i think i'm becoming one of them.
reading really expands your mind. seriously. i feel that words are becoming more and more...welcoming inside my mind. it's just those stupid demons that keep buggin me. i should really be thankful of what i have.
arghh. i hate empty promises. i can't really explain it. but consider asking someone for something and absentmindedness makes them say yes and then later they forget all about it.
let's all make a good/bad impression. hmmm, what's running in my mind???
money isn't everything. impressions may be are. arghh. seriously, is my mind controlled by money and impressions of other people and most of all, myself. is that considered something bad and selfish or the other way around? what am i supposed to think.
i really should be thankful of what money can't buy. love - especially in my true friends and family. lately, i've been realizing slowly how important is your family. i haven't really put a finger to it, but lately, it's been coming around. and you know what? i like it.
friends and family. i hope that's all i need.
pray for the most sefless DEEDS.
i'll let you know what happens.
in the meantime, i'll keep on reading what i have (new FOB posters...quite) and wearing the clothes that i have. appreciating and realizing that money isn't everything. money isn't everything.
it's just that i want a more financial stable future for me. i don't want to worry whether i have enough for the rent or something. i want it all to be stable. and i don't want it to be all wasted away from impulses.
but compared to my friends, i think i'm one of the most thriftiest. is it because the change of our financial statuses? but compared to my family, i'm the one that spends the most.
is it okay to be a shopaholic? is it considered a bad habit???????
well, yeah if you come from a family of thriftiness and different ideas. it can make you irritable sometimes.
i always hoped for better..in futures..
purevolume at its best. i hope i can make new friends.
let's make a
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