Unsafe Safe..

the hush sound is back.
let's go somewhere. a place where only you and me know. the feeling of happinesss will forevermore be everlasting than going back to reality. seriously. argggh.
school is boring than ever. nothing more than cheap entertainment and ants marching. watching one of the world's most slapstickest movies can get boring after awhile. wanna try something else? no wait, it's boring. according to them. apparently the kids in my class prefer someone going down on someone(youknowhatimean) or something other than racysex scenes rather than solving a murder crime.
i don't know why but i'm joining their circle. it's starting to get a little bit funny - in a cheap way.
i hope i don't change because of a stupid idiotic reason.
i'm trying to stay awake and remember my name. but everyon'e changing and i don't feel the same. everybody's changing and i don't feel the same.
** got to come up with something more original.
i major black and blues if *someone* criticizes me but not towards someone who's mouth screams angst all over it. it's totally uncalled for. deal with it.
can't wait to leave school, seriously. it's getting dead-on boring.
my list of wanting stuff has just gotten longer by the day goes by. ooh, plus ++ i know an awesome place where to get hard-to-find music and great band shirts, belts, boxers and all that. it's pretty awesome. let's just find a way to get money though.
my mind-to-vocab pretty much exists at the moment
+ movies. dirty deeds. american pie-esque movies.
+ pete wentz.
+fall out boy..any rock bands that i think are cool..i want a secret order shirt. i want a sex pistols shirt. i want at least 4 shirts. and a misfits belt buckle. and a pair of boxers. what else? a ultra-hip bag. and the doors poster. total cost?? don't really want to calculate..i'll just be shocked when i see it.
and a denim skirt. and a couple of those rare, hard-to-find tapes..
what else???? ooh..this is fun!
facial foam from body shop.
that whole list of pants.
any hot tops.
money in my pocket.
totally need a USB.
you know who.
i totally want a pet. a dog is out of the question. seriously, i'm almost certain that they'll say it's going to mess the place up. and whatnot. arggh. i want one though. oh well, i'll try asking tonight. wish me luck.
if not. i still want a pet. a snake will totally be cool. but i think im going to end up either with a fricking fish or hamster. a hamster's not that bad though. but i really want a snake or a dog. not to be all paris hilton or whatever, i totally want a chihahuaha..anything that won't grow..
argggh. life without a pet.
ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't fall in love with >>> i wouldn't call it love, but it sure feels like it.
i hate having that feeling, wanting something/someone you don't have. when you have it, you'll always want something/someone else i guess.
currently my friendster is totally lonely.
when you watch it again..it doesn't feel the same..feels fake all the wayy.