Up Against (Blackout)...

i feel so...lost.
im still looking for a place to belong. arggh. i seriously don't know where i fit in the big mess.
i feell..sooo lost!
i wanna belong...but i don't know how..i don't know where..
i sound really damn idiotic right now..but that's how i feel...i feel people are so...argghhh...
i feel lyke im boring them with my personality..
i feel lyke im not good enough..
its a weird feeling.
i wanna sleep now.
i hope it washes away in my sleep..
i hope i can feel better by tommorow.
wish me luck.