Thinking Of You..

current theme song: thinking of you - kung fu girls.
nothing special about that song - but i got to admit it has that pop-rock sound thing going on. i mean, you know, girl-likes-guy bubblegum teenybopper tstuff. hahaha, it's my guilty pleasure. you know, lately i've been listening to songs like that, songs like, 'for you i will' by teddy geiger..it's really a sweet song, but this current addiction has taken me by suprise. i want to go back listening to artic monkeys, taking back sunday, you know, REAL music.
lots of things happened last night. let's put it in this way..i finally knew how it feels like to have a guy like you..but not you know, 'going out goin out' sort of thing...hahahaha - it's a cool experience..but okay, he's different from other guys, regarding the SHY, nothing-will-happen guys as always before. at least he makes a move...even though it's pretty subtle..hehehehe..i've been thining about him alot..he's actually a pretty sweet guyy..really sweet..he says sweet things by smses..but not in person...hehehee..oh well..i hope it turns out right soon..
i wanna tell you how he is...first of all, he's those musician guyss..x) x) x) x) i love it..i always find that pretty hot..okay, since it's all not certain yet..i'll tell you more..when its fo' real..i'll fill you in..right now, it's all up in the air..
i have four simple words for him..
DARE YOU TO MOVE.
hhaha, those words can never been so true in what i feel. dare you to move. dare you to move. dare you to move. yeah, that's what i'm saying beneath these fingertips.
if you only knew..i'm thinking of you x)
you're driving me crazy...jst do it..or dnt if you dont wanna. i don't want to keep waiting x(
hmm, what else, what else?????
yeah, i think the parents are beginning to find out. i don't know whether it's a good thing or bad thing. argghh..i'll keep you updated in that as well.. what else??? what else???
oh yeahh...
i''ll tell you later....
i need to get some sleep..arggghhh x(