Drive Away...

as time passes by, i slowly start to understand what issues that come to this little head of ine..and become somwhat of a abetter person..in the eyes of mine..and hopefully, in the eyes of God..
last night i tried shisha for the first tyme but i never told them..it was pretty kewl..if its aite, i'm looking forward to having more candid memorable shots of doing shisha...
this year, i would lyke a digital camera..somehow im not that satisfied with my handphone camera..
sometimes when i feel i quite fit in..i think at the other times i don't..and its sort of upsetting in a way..but not in a way that would devastate me..have i ever told you i sometimes cry because of self-pitiness..i know it sounds weird, but i do..my last good cry was a couple of nights ago..mainly because of that wole boydating issue..i don't know why it such an issue with me..partly because of the society and partly because i make it my own issue..arggh..but now i take things the lighthearted way and not too serious..
armmmm..and i should really cool off the whole boy/dating issue..its really not cool to be desperate...hahaha, how ironic is saying something is not cool when its the thing that i'm trying to avoid not doing..oh well..
i should be really happy with what i've got..that's still one of the issues that i'm handling with care right now..whether it's family, friends, and whatever's that i got in my back..and my faith with God as well..it's sometimes all clashes with each other..and some suprising results may come in..
AGAIN...