All Day..
i love you...i follow you..you are my my, my life. i don't care what they say about me, it's alright. they'll get it one day..
i'm addicted to that song. it's an awesome song. i like the easgoing beat with the simple yet touching lyrics.
why is the computer so slow??
anyways, let's talk. i got back from youth camp thisafternoon. i learned a lot of things. i don't know if i can dtell you all what i learned, but seriously, my mind keeps on growing. i love it for that.
my relationship with God has definitely increased. it's a good feeling really. i just hope it lasts for a long time. hmm, a lot of new experiences definitely. new feelings, probably?? hehee. i'm quite happy that i have this commitment that i'm about to face. it's not going to be easy. i know there are sacrifices be made. well, that's a part of the beauty, isn't it??
hmm..let's talk about it. day 1 - discussion, talks, games..it was pretty fun. what really intimidating though, throughout the whole camp, was that i went to a different school than the others. the majority goes to an exclusive school to us x( yet we got to assosciate with them. arggh. it's hard to explain really, but it's still there. i really want to accept the fact that, you know, money isn't everything. it's what's inside that counts. i think i sort of already accepted that fact, but i don't know if they could. arggh. arggh. yeahh..the night..what happened...he smsed me wanting to make out..he was jst kidding tho..but we went outside with his friend as well. they're both cool people. hehehe. oh yeah, a couple of my friends were there, so we pretty much hung out. but then, i felt that, with one of them, i could relate more to, because it's you know, the time when we start to actually discover boys (though their school dating experience may go as early as in 5th grade, yet in our tiny school, it might be even longer. look at me for example, i haven't gotten any experience, and i'm in the 10th grade.
anyways, yeah, but now i feel quite guilty, but i know that some parts i tried my hardest to be nice to ttheother one. she opened up about her family problems, and recently, when i had dinner with my parents, i have found out that she was adopted by her parents. that pretty much explained the problem itself. arggh, when we like, meet each other again, i'm sure that i'll do my best to try and comfort her in ways that i can.
anyways, the first night. it was sort of cool and awkward at the same time. my friend, you know the one i can relate to more (i wish i could establish a better friendship with her in the future) well this guy likes her, and that guy is pretty much close to the guy that...you know..HIM. anyways, yeah..we hung out for a while.
man, right now, i wanna HUG him. like, seriously, HUG HIM. i only hugged him ONCE this trip. hahah, it was when they helped us carry the mattress to our room, and then i don't know, it was only me and him in the room, and he was lyke, 'give me a hug' and yeahh. we hugged. i want to hug him again. and again. and again. and again. :D
what else. i'll tell you more when it's not 10 in the night and tommorow's school and you just got back from camp, giving you like, 4 hours of sleep each night.
i want to hug him. again and again.
angell.
LOVE GOD. LOVE YOURSELF. wipe the
i'm addicted to that song. it's an awesome song. i like the easgoing beat with the simple yet touching lyrics.
why is the computer so slow??
anyways, let's talk. i got back from youth camp thisafternoon. i learned a lot of things. i don't know if i can dtell you all what i learned, but seriously, my mind keeps on growing. i love it for that.
my relationship with God has definitely increased. it's a good feeling really. i just hope it lasts for a long time. hmm, a lot of new experiences definitely. new feelings, probably?? hehee. i'm quite happy that i have this commitment that i'm about to face. it's not going to be easy. i know there are sacrifices be made. well, that's a part of the beauty, isn't it??
hmm..let's talk about it. day 1 - discussion, talks, games..it was pretty fun. what really intimidating though, throughout the whole camp, was that i went to a different school than the others. the majority goes to an exclusive school to us x( yet we got to assosciate with them. arggh. it's hard to explain really, but it's still there. i really want to accept the fact that, you know, money isn't everything. it's what's inside that counts. i think i sort of already accepted that fact, but i don't know if they could. arggh. arggh. yeahh..the night..what happened...he smsed me wanting to make out..he was jst kidding tho..but we went outside with his friend as well. they're both cool people. hehehe. oh yeah, a couple of my friends were there, so we pretty much hung out. but then, i felt that, with one of them, i could relate more to, because it's you know, the time when we start to actually discover boys (though their school dating experience may go as early as in 5th grade, yet in our tiny school, it might be even longer. look at me for example, i haven't gotten any experience, and i'm in the 10th grade.
anyways, yeah, but now i feel quite guilty, but i know that some parts i tried my hardest to be nice to ttheother one. she opened up about her family problems, and recently, when i had dinner with my parents, i have found out that she was adopted by her parents. that pretty much explained the problem itself. arggh, when we like, meet each other again, i'm sure that i'll do my best to try and comfort her in ways that i can.
anyways, the first night. it was sort of cool and awkward at the same time. my friend, you know the one i can relate to more (i wish i could establish a better friendship with her in the future) well this guy likes her, and that guy is pretty much close to the guy that...you know..HIM. anyways, yeah..we hung out for a while.
man, right now, i wanna HUG him. like, seriously, HUG HIM. i only hugged him ONCE this trip. hahah, it was when they helped us carry the mattress to our room, and then i don't know, it was only me and him in the room, and he was lyke, 'give me a hug' and yeahh. we hugged. i want to hug him again. and again. and again. and again. :D
what else. i'll tell you more when it's not 10 in the night and tommorow's school and you just got back from camp, giving you like, 4 hours of sleep each night.
i want to hug him. again and again.
angell.
LOVE GOD. LOVE YOURSELF. wipe the
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