Crystal-Baller..

okayy..i promised myself that i won't get my hopes too high..
but i hate the fact that i'm waiting and dumping all my hopes on this one guy. he might like someone else. argggh. i have no idea.
i think it was better if life existed without boys for some reason. i just hope he's not a flirt or a player. i seriously hope so. and i hope that he doesnt like this gurl who's like...12 or something..i don't know..maybe i'm paranoid as usual. lyke, paranoid much *sarcastic voice within*
arggh. i just dont want to be this paranoid anymore.
i don't wanna care.don't wanna care.
haaha, focus on the concentration of the homeworkness. harimau! harimau!
haha. its temporarily working.
somehow, i wanna move school. again. arggh. but still, i got to be thankful for what i get, so its not a mega huge deal anymore.
hmm. today at skewl wasn't all that bad. i spent my time yesterday with my bestest friend in the world making ultra-cute and ultra-gay friendship bracelets. she has one heart and i have the other. its really super cute. hahaha, BFF. i love her.
i'm in dire need of:
*God's love. mostly. but i know its always there, and i can't imagine life sometimes without His Love. okay now, i wanna change sometimes, to ALWAYS.
*a manicure+pedicure.
*ultra smooth+hair free legs. hahaha.
*a new hairstyle. what im leaning to is either WAVIER hair..with more layered and updated bangs. my bangs look dead now. i need a new hairstyle.
*better concentration on schoolwork. and on love.hahahaha
*less concentration on him. im working on it.
u gotta work it out..bumph bumphh..
hahaha. alrighty i g2g now.
peace out. lets go.
angel.