I Try..

brothers and sisters!
i'm officially back from my holidayy. tons and tons of things happened. both good and bad i must sayy. here are a few 'dotpoints' from what I can think of right now but i'll tone you up first thing tommorow.

• lots of tears and misunderstandings. make that tons. seriously, lots of tears have shedded from these pair of eyes are gazing at this blog right now.
• shopping? yeahh, i guess so..i think my mind is totally fixated on the first dotpoint i put on..it's a big issue for me i guess..it's all MISUNDERSTOOD.
• fallout boy >>> hahahaaha, there always somewhere around my mind. a few good things that i'll state tommorow had happened and no, i haven't met them...yet xP but it's just a few things that may have happened to FOB fanatics out there tons of times but me it just happened a few weeks ago.
• my heart is the worst kind of weapon..eight words that never lies..
• i feel pretty dull at the moment. nothing really intriguing is up at my mind at the present moment.
• i feel..stupid, awkward, dreamy, sorta tired, stupid, selfish, arrogant, and last but not least MISUNDERSTOOD. and it's sorta all my fault. xplain later.
• when we just arrived here, there was unmistakably disgusting smell coming from the refrigerator. i thought it was the eggs but it was actually the rotten sleek fish and all kinds of seafood at the freezer. it smelled so damn bad when we had to take it off...arghh! i swear, i wanted to puke. never ever smell rotten seafood, it's the definitely worst.
• i want fall out boy. i want pete wentz. i want patrick.i want joe.i want andy <<<>
• i totally need to hangout with my friends. it's already been a long time. i shuld make more friendsssss..
• new years resolutionssss..well, i don't know if they're really resolutions, and i totally don't know if i'm actually gonna follow it or not..

that's it for tonight..oh and by the way, last night, i finally saw a bakla pelacur . in other words, a gay male prostitute that totally looks like a female. it was in the sad hotel we stayed in malaysia for two nights, and the last night we spent there, after we were sightseeing the malaysia nightlife. we were at the lobby waiting for the receptionist to give us the key and this local guy *i think* and this western looking middle aged guy were negotiating with *him*. first, i thought it was a girl but then *he* started talking in a really weird nasalic voice or something..hahahahaha it was definitely a weird experience..

*!follow me..and everything will be alright..

gnite.

angelica.

ps>>> the western looking guyy gave up and walked awayy..