Outta My Head (Ay Ya Ya)
I want you outta my head. Are you just messing with my head?
Ashlee Simpson's comeback single is pretty cool. I dunno why, but she's always been my favorite pop artist. I mean, sometimes she's fake but she really has really unique fashion sense. Oh well, I don't know whether the fact that she's dating Pete Wentz (am so over him) affected the way I look at her or not.
Yesterday was the day. It was the usual hangout in the mall, watched 'Meet the Spartans' which made me realize how crappy the Western movie industry has become. Those movies that focus all their jokes on spoofing other movies is soo 200whatever. All i know its not the 2008 thing to do. The only good movie that I recently watched was probably Juno. That movie had a good storyline, awesome acting, and it was such..an indie classic. I love that movie. I love Juno hehee. 1408 was pretty awesome as well. It had a really unique storyline and it succeeded in scaring the shite out of me.
Anyhoo, back to my life.
yeseterday was the day. Lol. It was pretty good, I had a great time. But then, like 'he' and I started talking, not like friends like used to be, but like, a potential to the other side. I asked him, '*** name inserted here****, you think that the things you say are just BS?' and then he looked really surprised. He was like, 'really? you think the things i say to you is BS?' and I replied, 'yeah, cause everytime you say something, i don't believe it. it's like, my head doesn't want me to take it seriously because its from you'. and yeah, we were sort of talking about it afterwards, and he was saying things like, 'but, i seriously swear all the things i say to you only' and then i start giggling (not the fake-ass flirty way) but shaking my head, and saying 'its feels all BS' to me!'. and he was like, 'omg. omg. why is like that? tell me what i should i do to make it feel like i really mean it in the bottom of my heart.' and then i start shaking my head and saying 'BS andy. its all BS''..
Then, it was sort of quiet for awhile, and then he said,
'okay..if you really think all i say is BS, then..what happened if i asked you to go to the valentines dance..do you think that's BS?'
and then i became quiet. and i guess i started smiling.
'you really think its BS huh? OMG!
'no...wait, i dunno..'
yeah the conversation was like that for awhile. and then we played pool. i dunno whether the pool table sucked ass or my pool abilities sucked or probably i was nervous or something but it totally didn't feel like the last one, or i had too much in my mind, but i sucked so bad.
then the ride home pretty much consisted of one of the bandmates teasing me so badly. jeez dude, just because he ran into his ex-crush who's leaving in june and he ended throwing up at the parking lot and becoming so damn hyper.
arghh. then, before i left he put his arm around me and said, 'so you really think its still BS? you still believe me?' and i was like, 'umm..no.'
'so you believe me?'
'yea'
'really?'
'yeah'
dyeah..that was basically the whole night. apart from my parents worrying (nothing too serious) and my wallet is ZERO. everytime i ask money from my parents (especially my mom) i get this auro of dissaproval which pisses me so much. i don't even ask that much for crying out loud! and i did what they wanted.. i got the right SAT score and I EVEN GOT ACCEPTED IN ATENEO damnit!!!! jeez, where are the incentives?? its not that i always look for extrinsic motivation but my dad was like that while i was filling out the applications. 'if you get in, i'll throw a huge party. if you get in, i'll shower you things that you want.' i'm not asking for a lot, i just want money for a movie and dinner. dayumn man.
i don't know i think i better sort things out with my parents (personally). and may i just add that i gained ALL A's for my report card except for one fcking subject (my enemy, bahasa indo!). can i just hangout at friday? my gosh. sometimes i think that my sister gets off better than i do.
wonder what college would feel like huh? but i seriously don't want to rush anything from what i'm experiencing. i just don't want it to end right now.
dxoxoxo
its definitely a bittersweet world.
Ashlee Simpson's comeback single is pretty cool. I dunno why, but she's always been my favorite pop artist. I mean, sometimes she's fake but she really has really unique fashion sense. Oh well, I don't know whether the fact that she's dating Pete Wentz (am so over him) affected the way I look at her or not.
Yesterday was the day. It was the usual hangout in the mall, watched 'Meet the Spartans' which made me realize how crappy the Western movie industry has become. Those movies that focus all their jokes on spoofing other movies is soo 200whatever. All i know its not the 2008 thing to do. The only good movie that I recently watched was probably Juno. That movie had a good storyline, awesome acting, and it was such..an indie classic. I love that movie. I love Juno hehee. 1408 was pretty awesome as well. It had a really unique storyline and it succeeded in scaring the shite out of me.
Anyhoo, back to my life.
yeseterday was the day. Lol. It was pretty good, I had a great time. But then, like 'he' and I started talking, not like friends like used to be, but like, a potential to the other side. I asked him, '*** name inserted here****, you think that the things you say are just BS?' and then he looked really surprised. He was like, 'really? you think the things i say to you is BS?' and I replied, 'yeah, cause everytime you say something, i don't believe it. it's like, my head doesn't want me to take it seriously because its from you'. and yeah, we were sort of talking about it afterwards, and he was saying things like, 'but, i seriously swear all the things i say to you only' and then i start giggling (not the fake-ass flirty way) but shaking my head, and saying 'its feels all BS' to me!'. and he was like, 'omg. omg. why is like that? tell me what i should i do to make it feel like i really mean it in the bottom of my heart.' and then i start shaking my head and saying 'BS andy. its all BS''..
Then, it was sort of quiet for awhile, and then he said,
'okay..if you really think all i say is BS, then..what happened if i asked you to go to the valentines dance..do you think that's BS?'
and then i became quiet. and i guess i started smiling.
'you really think its BS huh? OMG!
'no...wait, i dunno..'
yeah the conversation was like that for awhile. and then we played pool. i dunno whether the pool table sucked ass or my pool abilities sucked or probably i was nervous or something but it totally didn't feel like the last one, or i had too much in my mind, but i sucked so bad.
then the ride home pretty much consisted of one of the bandmates teasing me so badly. jeez dude, just because he ran into his ex-crush who's leaving in june and he ended throwing up at the parking lot and becoming so damn hyper.
arghh. then, before i left he put his arm around me and said, 'so you really think its still BS? you still believe me?' and i was like, 'umm..no.'
'so you believe me?'
'yea'
'really?'
'yeah'
dyeah..that was basically the whole night. apart from my parents worrying (nothing too serious) and my wallet is ZERO. everytime i ask money from my parents (especially my mom) i get this auro of dissaproval which pisses me so much. i don't even ask that much for crying out loud! and i did what they wanted.. i got the right SAT score and I EVEN GOT ACCEPTED IN ATENEO damnit!!!! jeez, where are the incentives?? its not that i always look for extrinsic motivation but my dad was like that while i was filling out the applications. 'if you get in, i'll throw a huge party. if you get in, i'll shower you things that you want.' i'm not asking for a lot, i just want money for a movie and dinner. dayumn man.
i don't know i think i better sort things out with my parents (personally). and may i just add that i gained ALL A's for my report card except for one fcking subject (my enemy, bahasa indo!). can i just hangout at friday? my gosh. sometimes i think that my sister gets off better than i do.
wonder what college would feel like huh? but i seriously don't want to rush anything from what i'm experiencing. i just don't want it to end right now.
dxoxoxo
its definitely a bittersweet world.
posted by Jellybean at 4:00 PM
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