Thursday, December 14, 2006

Poison Ivy..

aack! i still can't believe that i might have feelings for this guy. but what i really think is that i'm just..hmmm, how do you explain that feeling..like feeling special because someone sort of likes you. but the thing is, the guys that have a thing for me now, i have no feelings for them whatsoever at all. yeah, i'm flattered, but there are no other feelings other than friends from them.
hmmm, what else happened this week? this week is sort of special because it's the last week of school. i remember this time last year, is when our school had that little rock show for the highschool. lol, i dont seem to know why i remember that but i remember we had free-uniform that day. i remember the outfit, lol.
this week i also caught an annoying fever. i hate being sick. and we had sports day as well, and i didn't get any medals x( hmmm, maybe i'm not turning out the kind of athlete that i thought i used to be. oh well. i'll stick to my knowledge of academics. it's that time where we have to do absolutely great or outstanding to get noticed. but then that specified area in where we excell, are the only thing that we'll get recognized, you know? like for instance, this guy is has A grades in all his subjects but then he's usually like, the last place chosen for a sports team. i don't know why high school is seen that way. it's like, the place where we have to stick to our own cliques. i know i'm not making myself very clear, but hey, i just recovered from a fever a while ago.
only a few manage to succeed in accomplishing in all areas of high school life.
exterminate the whole human race.
lately i've been researching about punk music to kill time. i realized how many subgenres there was. some are so weird, like cowpunk? cowpunk is like punk with country stylings and rythmns in it. i don't know, it sounds sooo weird. there are some sort of musique that makes me feel uncomfortable listening to. like ska for example. i don't know why, it's just..the roots are soo weird. less than jake, ahh, some of their musique is just....versatile.
and what else? irish punk? nazi punk? wtf?!
i'll explain about those later.
my stomach is bloated because of all the dirty thoughts in my hormonal head right now. lol. i'm staring at my stomach thinking whether it would IT WOULD EVER GET FLAT. AHHH, NOW IT'S BLOATED SOOO MUCH.
HORMONAL THOUGHTS.
yesh. i admit it. i've been thinking about IT alot today. i don't know why. but somehow i could manage to put the blame on estrogen.
xoxoxo

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