Cruel to Be Kind..

I hate the idea of long-distance relationships.
Open relationships?
Instead of doing my homework, I'm actually 'researching' about this in the internet. It may not seem seem serious when I type about it (maybe it's the attitude change, but I dunno really)
Maybe, as much as I don't want it to happen, maybe breaking it off is the best thing to do. I don't want any heartaches anymore when I move, even though I actually expect it.
I already dried my tears and hoped for the best. Whatever happens, happens. If it was actually meant to be, let fate takes its course. I strongly believe in faith, and that our lives are already planned out right from the beginning. And if it's actually meant to be then we'll see each other in probably five years or so. If not, five years from now I could be looking at this and nostalgic thoughts would come up about my first real love.
In the meantime, stay away from all the love songs and romanticisms.
As the Beatles have said it over and over again, let it be.
And he owes me a trip to Paris =)